January 8, 2008 - The Beginning

 

Someone told me once that I was funny as hell and I had a lot to say. Most women do, don't they? Being funny is relative to the subject though. I think I was talking about the mess in Florida with the woman that was brain damaged and her husband wanted to help end her life. I can't even remember the woman's name now nor what I had to say, it's been that long. When the hell was that, anyway?

So, what do I start with? There's a growing list of things I'd like to gripe about, but which one outweighs the others?! Mostly, I think I'll start with how I'm feeling and work from there. That's a good place to begin, isn't it? Actually, I do and my opinion is the only one that matters here!

Ok, so how do I feel? Like shit! Thanks for asking!

Why, you ask? Pandora's box...here we go!

Have you ever had so much shit going on in your life at one time that you have no idea what karma you had that caused so much heartache or disappointment? Yeah, me too! Thanks to my now ex-husband, my credit is fucked, I've lost my house, and I want to put my foot up his ass permanently. Anyone who's ever been divorced can sympathize. How could one person who choose to leave on their own be so fucked in the head that all they want to do is make you suffer? They should want nothing to do with you, right? WRONG! They make it their personal mission to make you as miserable as possible. Do we give them that power? Not necessarily, but they'll take it if they find even the slightest opening. Mostly they'll use the children involved, any community property they think they can manipulate, or your fucking wallet (i.e., cash, credit score, credit report, etc., etc.). How do you get past it? Each case is different but mine will consist of moving as far away as possible. ha ha on you, fucker! Could you expect anything less?